There’s just something that connects us
Mutual admiration, shared passions, thinking alike
We are both happy when we’re together
Some good things I’ll always remember
But there’s a line in between
When the both of us meet
Where there’s just “me” and “you”
And everything else, I don’t know
The line, I could not cross nor pass by
Will remain that way officially
Because we’re unofficially together
And there’ll be no “us” until forever
I lie here in my bed
Imagining our “could have beens”
Then it got me thinking
What I should have done to make you stay
Your memories are all over me now
The way you laugh, the way you hold my hand
Everything was all so clear to me
Except for the fact that you could never be here
I’m awake, but I dream about you
When I close my eyes, all I see is you
Maybe you’re a little overstaying
In my heart, you found your home
Everyday, I’m filled with wishful thinkings
That I could still be yours and that you’re mine
Someday, I’ll find you again
One day, you’ll come back
I got close to you, (almost)
those small talks,
sweet exchange of words,
late night conversations..
You just need someone to talk to.
I had you, (almost)
you come to me when you’re bored,
we eat meals together,
and watch movies or series on free time..
You just enjoy my company.
I loved you, (almost)
your thoughts don’t leave my mind,
your voice lingers, your face is all I see,
my heart beats faster when we’re together.
I almost got close to you
I almost had you
I almost loved you
Too bad, almost doesn’t mean, “together”.
At least once in your life, you’ll find someone whom you will like so much.
So much, that no matter how hopeless, you’ll keep on liking that person.
No matter how hard, you’ll always think of that person.
No matter how complicated, you’ll still hold on to your feelings towards that person.
No matter how pathetic, you’ll look forward to the day that you will finally be with that person.
You’ll remember that person’s face, smile, gestures and even the smallest details that no one else could ever notice.
From afar, you will always like that person…
but you will never do anything about it.
You and me
Two imperfect people
You and me
Sharing the same love
Are we gonna last?
Will you and I forget the past?
You and me, two different people
But never really together
A glimpse of you
could make my heart melt,
One simple hello from you
could paint the sweetest smile in me,
A little attention you give
could make my day brighter.
Am I falling too hard?
Or I’m just daydreaming?
Could it be that I’m drawn to your affection?
Or is it only fantasy?
Whatever it is,
I’ll just seize the moment,
feel whatever I am feeling
and just seem like there’s an “us”
Although in reality,
there’s only “me” and “you”
I remember the times we were together–
how we laughed about corny jokes,
how we fought over petty things,
how we talked until we both fell asleep,
how we danced through the night
and simply how we spent
our times together.
But do you know
what I miss most about us?
It’s how everything
is in the right place,
at the right time,
when we’re together.
Though things get hard,
our bond gets stronger
and as we grow older,
our feelings get deeper.
We may not know it
but what we had
is truly something special.
At least, for me.